An 18 year old teenage girl was once a happy, go lucky, free spirited young lady. She had the guy of her dreams, a happy stable family with her mother. Being a pretty wealthy family, she could've gotten anything she wanted, material wise. One day, everything changed.
"Don't tell me how to feel.(Long Pause) I know what I feel. All I have ever done is feel.(Remembering everything she's been through) I felt when the one guy I love was killed. I felt when I watched my, now crack head of a mother throw her life away, when her gang member boyfriend raped me... So don't sit here& think for a second you know what it's like for me... Constantly replaying the day Christian was killed right in front of me... you don't know what it's like to constantly have your happiness thrown away. I'm tired. I'm tired of pretending like everything's ok... Because it's far from it, I don't want all these rings, bracelets, earrings, none of it! Money can't buy the love and happiness I want. It can't bring Christian back, it can't make my family whole again. You don't know how I feel... I used to feel love... but I can't anymore. All I feel is hate... hate for everything around me,,, even you.
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